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"Disasterpiece"

I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound

I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon

I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me

Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean

My wormwood meets your pesticide

You'll never get out, coz you were never alive

I am infinite, I am the infant finite

Come a little closer and I'll show you why

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)

Noises, noises, people make noises

people make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream

That never had a chance of being realized?

What the fuck are you lookin' at?

I'll tell you what you're lookin' at

Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at

Look in my eyes for the answers - typical

I can feel it underneath like a miracle

Everybody in the world needs more than

Lies and consequences to poser them

Once again, it's me and no one else

I can't remember if there was a someone else

It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands

And it's shaking - you'll never take me

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)

Noises, noises, people make noises

People make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

NOTHING!

(HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me

(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and crying

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supoosed to be

(WHY) When do I get to know why?

(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

Pull your hands away

I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing

Withering away

Take a look - inside - my soul is missing

All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me

Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case

(COVET) Everything around me's mine

(STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyes

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

(DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way

(STAY) You won't let me fucking stay

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

(LIVE) Is there another way to live?

(DIE) Cuz it's the only way to die

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

"Everything Ends"

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated

I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

I haven't slept since I woke up

And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain

I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain

Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE

But I guess I don't care any more...

Fix my problems with the blade

While my eyes turn from blue to gray

God, the worst thing happened to me today

But I guess I don't care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated

I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

I haven't slept since I woke up

And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker

This is the end of EVERYTHING

You are the end of EVERYTHING

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure

Can't really live, can't really endure

Everything I see reminds me of her

God I wish I didn't care anymore

The more I touch, the less I feel

I'm lying to myself that it's not real

Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?

I'm never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?

Is there anyone left in my life?

What the fuck was I thinking?

Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?

Where the hell am I going?

Do I even need a reason to hide?

I am only betrayed

I am only conditioned to die

"Gently"

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing

world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take

my mind off the reality of my life,

my past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly

disappears to somewhere in the back

of my mind. It will remain there,

until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,

for I need the break. A break from the

pressures of life, and everything

that lays in the palm of life's hands.

This mode is incredible. It's out of

this world. Too bad I must always leave it...

... but that's life.

"The Shape"

Too tragic to stay with you

Too static to try for you

These scars, they swallow hard

The part of the past that's hollow and dark

Too horrid to kill for you

Too sordid to die with you

Unstable as always, come down

Everything else is just dust and sound

SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)

SEPARATE (I've lost my only way)

SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away)

I'd give it all away, come take it all away

You can't resent the fear

Somebody tell me how I got here

I'd give it all to you, come take it, it's all for you

The noise is so damn loud, but

Everything else is just dust and sound

I don't wanna do this anymore

Everything's shit - everything's been taken

Forsaken - gotta start it over cuz I'm hearing it

Backwards - DON'T make sense - DON'T feel better

Who's better? It's not that simple

You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult

It's not a word, it's a problem, the problem was easy

Draw your conclusions - solutions?

Anybody else wanna run?

Contorting, distorting - I am undone

One less propaganda nightmare fixture

Are you getting the picture?

"Skin Ticket"

Zero and zero is nothing but zero

Cancer and people conspire together

Running and running and going forever

Collected and sampled, starving for zero

Come see my cage - built in my grain

Minus the inside and minus the circle

Inhabit the riddle and fill in the hovel

Wherein and herein, between us and near us

Zero and zero is nothing but zero

Come see my cage - built-in migraine

Keeping myself alive...

through your EMPATHY

"Metabolic"

Gone - I couldn't murder your promise

Right before my eyes

The revolutions of my psychosis

Kept me outta the way

Once - inside - all I hold is ash...

Fail - suppressing every feeling

I'm in so much pain

I have every fuckin' right to hate you

I can't take it!

The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you

Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you

My demise - I took a life worth living and

Made it worth a mockery

I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming

(Stop) I'm always ready to die

But you're killing me

Who are you to me? Who am I to you?

Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?

By default, you are my only link to the outside

Psychosomatic suicide

Where were you when I was down?

Can you show me a way...

To face everyday with this face - goodbye

My demise - I took a life worth living and

Made it worth a mockery

I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming

(Stop) I'm always ready to die

But you're killing me

When I blur my eyes, they make the whole

World breath - I see you fucking me

And I am absolutely controlly every urge

To mutilate - the one and only answer

So much for memories...

I wanna derss in your insecurities

And be the perfect you - I'm through

I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe

Here we go - the ultimate irony

"People = Shit"

Here we go again motherfucker

Come on down and see the idiot right here

too fucked to beg and not afraid to care

Whats the matter with calamity anyways?

right? get the fuck out of my face

understand I cant feel anything

it isn't like I wanna sift through the decay

I feel like a wound

and like I got a fucking gun against my head

you live when I'm dead

One more time motherfucker

Everybody hates me now so fuck it

blood's on my face and my hands don't know why,I'm not afraid to cry

but that's none of your business

Whose life is it? Get it? see it? feel it? eat it? spin it around

so I can spit in his face

I wanna leave without a trace

get out, I don't want to die in this place

people=shit

people=shit (what you gonna do)

people=shit ( cuz I'm not afraid of you)

people=shit (I'm everything you'll never be)

people=shit

It never stops

you can't be everything to everyone

Contagion I'm sittin on the side of satan

what do you want from me?

They never told me the failure I was meant to be

Overdo it, don't tell me you blew it, stop your bitchin'

and fight your way through it

I'm not like you

I just fuck up

c'mon mother fucker everybody has to die

c'mon mother fucker everybody has to die !!

people=shit

people=shit (what you gonna do)

people=shit ( cuz I'm not afraid of you)

people=shit (I'm everything you'll never be)

people=shit

"My Plague"

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for

The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor

I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the

Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a

Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue

You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart

I'll reach in and take a bite out of that

Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed

Made to feel miniscule

If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful

The only thing you really know about me is...

...that's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)

I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell

I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself

I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it

I can't just drop it

I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it

At least I admit it

I know why you blame me (yourself)

I know why you plague me (yourself)

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

I can't fuckin' take it anymore

A snap of the synapse

And now it's fuckin' war

Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you

"The Heretic Anthem"

8...7...6...6...6...5...4...3...2...1...

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet

Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head

Like a dead beat winner. I want to be a sinner

An idolized bang for the industry killer.

A hideous man that you don't understand

Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap.

It's evilsonic, It's pornoholic.

Breakdowns, Obscenities, It's all I wanna be.

If You're 555 then I'm 666.

If you're 555 I'm 666.

If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)

If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

Everybody's so infatuated

Everybody's so completely sure of what we are

Everybody defamates from miles away

But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say

I bleed for this and I bleed for you

Still you look in my face like I'm sombody new

TOY - Nobody wants anything I've got

Which if fine becuase you're made of

Everything - I'm - NOT!

If You're 555 then I'm 666.

If you're 555 I'm 666.

If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)

If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

30 Seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell you why

I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest

They're listening, clamoring

All the money in the world can't buy me.

GO AHEAD. LIE TO ME.

Tell me again how you're tortured

I wanna know how you followed your orders so well

You're full of SHIT

You had a dream but this ain't it.

If You're 555 then I'm 666.

If you're 555 I'm 666.

If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)

If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

"Left Behind"

I've known faces that have disapeared in time

Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime

All My friends have pictures made to make you cry

I've seen this and wondered what I've done to calcify

(I ignore you)

As I close my eyes I feel it all slipping away

(I come toward you)

We all got left behind, we let it all slip away

I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face

Don't even try it! You had to be a liar just to

infiltrate me - I'm still drowing

(I ignore you)

As I close my eyes, i feel it all slipping away

(I come toward you)

We all got left behind, we let it all slip away

...Take...this...away...

I can feel it on my mouth

I can taste you on my fingers

I can hear you like the holy ghost

And kill you if you get to close

"I Am Hated"

The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target

Two times the devil with all the significance

Dragged and raped for the love of a mob

I can't stay - because I can't be stopped

Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us

I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses

Let me tell you how it's gonna be

I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam

Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard

Are you real or a second rate sports card?

They all lost their dad or their wife just died

They never got to go outside - SHUT UP

Nobody gives a fuck

it doesn't change the fact that you suck

(We are) The anti-cancer

(We are) The only answer

Stripped down, we want you dead

But what's inside of me, you'll never know

(We are) Bipolar gods

(We are) You know what we are

My life was always shit

And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool

But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you

Standing out is the new pretension

Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression

You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned

All the mediocre sacred cows we spawne

Put your trust in the mission

We will not repent - this is our religion

(We are) The anti-cancer

(We are) The only answer

Stripped down, we want you dead

But waht's inside of me, you'll never know

(We are) Bipolar gods

(We are) You know what we are

My life was always shit

And I don't think I need this anymore

I AM HATED

YOU ARE HATED

WE ARE HATED

Everything sucks and I can prove it

Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it

Idividuals, indispensable

I'm the paradox deity vessel

...the other side holds no secret

But this side is done, I don't need it

Before you go, you should know you're breaking down

You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

(We are) The anti-cancer

(We are) The only answer

Stripped down, we want you dead

But what's inside of me, you'll never know

(We are) Bipolar gods

(We are) You know what we are

My life was always shit

And I don't think I need this anymore

(We Are) The source of conscience

(We Are) Distorted sentients

There's only one thing left

And I can't leave until it's sated

(We Are) The absolute

(We Are) Controlling you

They're closing in, I can't escape

I AM HATED

"New Abortion"

I'm ethereal, my children are legion, serial

They stick to my skin like beloved cysts

I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists

Touch the hands of inverted saints

Follow my heart through the threaded pain

Callow man is a sentinel screaming

I see the future; the future is bleeding

Sores, every goddamn minute I can feel 'em now

Like a virus, you will never kill me now

Goin' underground, comin' on like hepatitis

We're out - and you can't reshape us

Another bug in the construct

Tearin' up the main bus B

Zeros and ones are everything - execute me

Everywhere you look, it's like they know

Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL

This is where the line is drawn, see

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

What do you need to see? Ya feel the impact?

Gotta retract - everybody get back

What is this? It's like a big conspiracy

Fields of dejected morbid progeny

They always say that it's always our fault

But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt

Man, it's always the same, if we talk or complain

We only wanna upset the balance

How's it feel to be the New Abortioin?

The only generation to suffer extortion

Everywhere you look, it's like they know

Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL

This is where the line is drawn, see

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME

"Iowa"

Relax...it's over,you belong to me,I fill your mouth with dirt

Relax...it's over,you can never leave

I take your second digit with me... Love...

You are...my first,I can breath

I find you fascinating

You are...my favorite,lay you down to sleep

It's all that I can do to stop...Love...

So blue...so broken,paper doll decays

I haven't left you yet

So cold...subversive,your eyes are full of bleach

Tomorrow,I will go away again...Love...

YOU ARE MINE,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE,I CAN TEAR YOU APART

I CAN RECOMBINE YOU

ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL

YOU BELONG TO ME

I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.(LOVE)